my StOry

2008-07-30T14:26:00.001+08:00

lil-tiny-peace.blogspot.com

2008-07-25T16:58:00.006+08:00

dunno。。。wat the hell with my blog!!!
i think the virus attacking my lappi again...
or.. isit the internet prob?
Now...finally i can log in... =.=
these few days i have been trying to blog
but there was some stupidoo error...
dunno y... so anyway... ive decided to create a new bloggie... its under renovation...
but in anyways...

from now on... pls visit...

http://lil-tiny-peace.blogspot.com/

thx...

signing off to my new bloggie~~~

2008-06-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

yest just had my first paper...
very sad~
i dun think i did well .. hais
received comforts from friends.. but i just...
cant control my emotion...
and yest was the first time havin exam in a new area in a new class...
perhaps thts the reason why im nervous...
im really really damn nervous.. hais...
this "nervous" feeling is cannot be describe de...
i remember the last time i have this feeling is during my primary sch de
spelling test and 听写。。。
didnt expect after so long...
this feeling is back...

tml's paper is the everyone's most worried one...
literature test, moreover is a closed book one....
hais...
i really dun expect much for this china exam...
just let me pass through smoothly
let me pass every paper... and happily let me go back sg...
i really cant wait to go back now...

left 12/13 days like this...
omg... getting closer.. everytime... our 寝室长 aka wendii
will announce the remaining days left
and everynight i will get excited haha...
i miss every part of Sg...
BUgis... orCHard... my kopitiam.. even sunplaza i also miss lo..
miss northpoint... so mani so mani...
tht day was chatting with huiting...
we r saying wait till i come back we shall go explore those clubs and bar
yeahh~ cant wait to go...

saturday~ i finally get to chat with chan on msn...
the feeling of seeing him thru web cam... is really really... happy? joyful tears...?
and when ever he say he gtg... i will stop him from leaving..
im really really sad ... cant bear to let him leave me...
even hide my tears from him..

but... hmmm... everything will be fine... after tml's exam...
after tht.. will be... open book exam...
so will be much relax...
after the last paper on the 30th~
we will be free.. n busy shopping~...

but my luggage damn small laa.. guess mine is the smallest?
i dunno leii...
i very scare overweight...

my last weighed weight: 48/49 kg

a sweet time with her

2008-06-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

mary was her nick...
she is really nice friend indeed...
im really touched...
really grateful for the comfort she gave me....

was 19th june...
10:20 pm
chatting with my mum
supposed to be happy... cos we r discussing some online shopping stuff...
but sadly after the short excitement...
i feel a strong "stress" feeling...
really scary... i really really stress...
i strt to breakdown... i strt to change my attitude towards my mum
but my mum is still so gentle... and wasnt aware bout my rudeness
im so damn guilty and srry for my bad attitude...

well i brokedown
i cry like hell... but nobody was aware...
its ok i guess...
but when i need someone... nobody was beside me
i cried even more terribly... hais... i was so upset whenever my mum
say u take care... tml then chat bye bye...
i dun wan her to leave... i keep calling her mummy mummy...
so tht i could extend the time...
i cry and cry...
but the rest even tu dii... was busy studying...
so well... just nice mary was chatting with me...
so i told her my feeling n everything...
she keep telling my lame jokes...
it was funny laa... if im in my normal condition
i will surely laugh out loud... like wat me and her always do...
we suan each other laa... say lame things onli... haha

anyway... she ask me to go out for a mini walk...
so tht i will feel better
and thx for the companion...
really i feel much better now...
its so good to have someone hu listen to ur troubles...

thx mary~~
=]

fat

2008-06-15T11:22:00.004+08:00

aaaa... seems like i really had some changes in my look le...
rounder face!!! thigh gettin bigger wahaha...
my mum told my relative tht i loOk much plumpy compared to last time
and their first reaction was "REAL ANOT!"
they just cant believe it... hahaa~
i guess so too..
cos... in Sg no matter how much i eat- my size lOOk the same
but after coming to here...
my appetite increase-!!!
and i strt to do things tht i dun do in Sg
like...

i dun eat breakfast- i hate eating bread~
but-- i guessed i kena influenced by my room mates-
haha....
so i strted eating bread for breakfast- even my mum cant believe it at first
i learnt the importance of money~
i dun really spend much in Sg...but after coming here
i have to spend money on those daily necessities
like shampoo ahh toilet paper... (all these usually bought by my mum)
and sometimes we tend to become "auntie" naturally searching for worthy cheapy stuff
quite a --- errmm? cool experience? hahaha~
n
i dun really read bOoks in Sg, everytime read jiu want slp...
hahaha
but after coming here i bought 2 bOoks... and i THink i like it alot
and i will be shoppin for bOoks in Sg (i hope so)
haha.. thou my reading speed n the rate of reading is slow n lesser compared to the others
but its a nice strt rite...

yest nite before my slp, i look thru my hp photos
my family ahh my chan ahh... miss them so much!
wonder how is chan? any changes? got darker in complexion?
hmmm.... fatter? hahaha
anyway... i also compared my before n after pics...
well like wat i said... my face really is round le...
even wendy n stella said so...
wendy told me tht during lesson...
our class put the airport photo as the desktop wallpaper
then wendy was saying “Trina 真的有胖到噢~”
omg~see。。。

Then just yest nite Stella come our room to chat
she said she will also compare last time photo n now de photo
she say can see we guys have changes...
then she strt to take me as an example
like Trina ahh... bla bla...
ok... i dun mind my face is round...
at least give me a balanced shape can?
i must do exercise le !!! i dun care...
I MUST EXERCISE!!!

anyway today~
left 20 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yippeee...
cant wait to go back...
today is Lindi bdae~ wishing u a happy happy birthday~
take care!

picture~
xi an prt 2

xi an

2008-06-12T12:43:00.007+08:00

just watched finish a MTV tht was intro by my phillosophy teacher...
haha...
she played this video in class
but i was in toilet... haha...(tummy pain)
when i come back... the video ended...
so i went back and load myself...
quite nice... 6 min plus... means i in toilet bout 7 min like tht...lol...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1HEndNYVhZo
u gotta watch this...!!!
is bout beijing...
a MTV actualli...
there's gt lotsa singers inside---
i think its quite cool...
thou each singer sing like one sentence jiu gone le
lol...
i understan laa.. not easy to squeeze so many celebrities in one 6 min MTV...
upload some pics... for u guys...
XI AN

this is when my hair is super untidy n not proper...

haha... cos i spent the time sleepin in bus maa.. then nv comb hair

hahaahahaha.!!!

shanghai pics

2008-06-09T07:46:00.005+08:00

SHANGHAI---
im not very happy during Shanghai cos~
i lost my POSB card~
sob...

china left 29days

2008-06-06T11:12:00.008+08:00

ehhh?? needa apologise for the small photo in my previous entry
i adjusted for this entry le...

here are some photos on 灵隐寺

twiss...

public phone in daa temple

like this phrase~

me and Mr Lee~

see... here ... coins !!!

me and ray~

a stall~

pple ther...

guan yin~

god of fortune~

buddha

tie-ing my scarf?? or...

thts bout it...

signing off...

i really miss my family ~ alot!

china·

2008-06-06T10:19:00.003+08:00

aaa.... long time no see miss bloggie~
i miss u so muchie...
not tht i deliberately neglect u...
just tht... u noe...
with this kind of tortoise speed, i rather forget it...
and can see ure rotting badly...
well...难得 im free...
let me use the time to upload some pics...
lotsa pics to upload...

o... btw !!!
left 29 days!!!
shows tht how long i nv update bloggie le...
last entry is erm??? 75 days left??
now its 29!!! cOOl~

some random pics on our first field trip!!
WEST LAKE

rent a bike?

me n lindi

nice scenery

i enjoy myself~

i really love this place!
peaceful ~

i miss my home~ really lonely---

see~ this is me and chan
(haha... when we turn old)

me n jean

shii fu and tu dii

"do not disturb the grass"(sign stated)
LOL...

me~ twiss!

alone again...

taking more pics for my family

see this statue---
(obviously im in China)

okiee... marks the end of WEST LAKE!

2008-04-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

finally can upload photo le...

but damn slow like tortoise...

tml is labour day.. we have our holiday !!!

yippee~

outside e uni~

with xue jun jiejie scarf~ lol...

beside me is sis-xue!

the one with super colourful scarf is my tu di-jean...

beside her is stella~

the one using her hand to act as visor

is debbie`

beside her is wendy(my 寝室长）

and me!!!

then xueli...

inside the taxi... lol...

they have this protecting layor surround the driver

to prevent robbery...

our"giant"

called "ou shang"

seee~~~ all the flavors of LAYS...

yummy...

lychee cucumber mango~~~

china left 75 days~

2008-04-22T15:20:00.003+08:00

53rd day...
75days to go...
eating wendy's Doritos chips...
yummy~
reminds me of the scene at cinema, eating chips, with chan sitting beside me...
sob...
once i reach home (sg), im gonna watch every movie i downloaded, with chan.
hee... got my fav "lian kong"
this is a must watch show!!!

long time no blog... miss my bloggie so much so much...
ther is just so much to say... but hmmm... one entry is confirm not enuff de
so i will let pics talk~

today we actually have to get ready a speech on "your favourite history character/event"
well, i chose character~
brainstormed for a few days, yet nth comes out...
my mind was "wth??!!" im not even familiar with history laa...
sometimes i just feel inferior, at least my friends have a familiar character in mind
not like me... haiss...
the day before the speech, i tell myself no time to waste le...
and suddenly smth strike my mind...
"chan"
err... of cos chan is not a history character...
is chan... i mean chan loves zhu ge liang...
chan always speak of zhu ge liang whenever we tok bout "three kingdom"
Chan admires the smarty zhu ge liang alot... and tht strikes me...
yeah!!! ZHU GE LIANG...
hee... im quite nervous cos i scare i got nth to tok bout...
so i actually call chan before my speech strt...
he told me all bout ZHu ge Liang...
i wanna thank him... hee...
thx dear~ u helped me alot, muackies to u...
and noe what dear... i got an A~ yippeee....
lol...

even though tu dii did the same topic as me, however we remain calm...
as in im glad we didnt realli mind the topic clash~
strong friendship... hee~
oyaa... me n tu dii got the same result...
gong xii gong xii...
不愧是师徒俩~

chan~ now everyone noe your "calling code" liao~
darling~~~ wahahahaa...

* now listening... to some complaints lol...
not from my room...
lol...
hais... yup, its truly hard to live with pple
especially suddenly have to change ur living lifestyle
but no matter wat... i think we should tolerate...
maybe strting a few days i had a little misunderstanding with ~
but...mmm... i noe i also at fault...
haha...lucky its over le...
and i wun want to destroy our friendship because of mini miney thingy...
somemore stil have few months together~
so matter wat i hope our bunk mates wun have any conflicts...
xiang qin xiang ai... hee...

okok... i goin to watch 命中注定 drama le...
tata~ nicey show!

oops.. i tried uploadin pics...
but cannot~~ sob...
will try again next entry baa...
cya...

love singapore!!!

laggy slowy~

2008-03-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

srry bout the photo thingy... and my update...
the internet here is slow and laggy...
and i cant even preview Blogspot--
sob =[

just chat finish with chan...
luckily i get to chat with my family and chan
almost everynight for the moment...
if not- hais... i will miss them like siaoo...

and srry due to the slow system...
i decided to blog my photo after some time...

so srry~

china

2008-03-06T20:35:00.004+08:00

today is 6/3/08...

if u want me to describe here...

only one word... "COLD"

its really cold here... especially today...

today the temp. is below 6'c ba...

and today somemore its raining!!!

i cant believe my eyes... its raining~

its like... already so cold le... still rain?

lol...

hais...

i really really miss my bloggie...

long time no blog~

cos i need to settle down first

the first few days... i miss my home alot...

i cried like hell~

its really torturing for the first few days...

cos i have nv leave my family for so long, sob...

my chan gave me a bear before i leave to China...

its the bear i show u on my previous entry...

but thts "Trina" and its pink~

the one he gave me is blue and its "Tony"

hee hee...

oya everynight i will hug "Tony", piglet, barney, my jojo and heart heart...

u noe wat.... i really sad for the first few days...

chan actually recorded his voice in the bear...

but... hais... when put in cargo...

i THInk knock ontothe button~ hais...

and chan's voice gone~~~ ahhhhhh....

i miss chan alot too... sob... my papa mama...

and the two ass... lol...

how i wish im home... i really miss mama de cooking

and daddy de lame jokes...

really miss~~

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okok... dun say le...

i THink u guys must be waiting for some PhOtos ba...

let me show u~

before i leave to china

2008-02-26T16:37:00.018+08:00

these days wanna thank my family and chan
spent these few days with me...
i can see tht they are trying their best to make me happy
and spent fully their time with me...
well i can say there is lotsa programme...
lol...
but most importantly...
they nv forget tht my fav is "EAT"
and chan actually brought me to diff places to eat
YUmmy...
and not forgetting my family~
Sat ate KFC Pizza
Sun ate "zi char" seafood lining up to be eaten by me
so on and so on...

right now... chan, me and mama making delicious
HOME MADE OTAH !!!!!!
its really really nice...
i will miss my mama bakings & cookings when im away...
actually wat im worried is i reach China the food not suitable
for my tummy~
cos i will be hoping for mama cook de dishes and soups..
sob =[

below are some photo taken these days...
so much so much happy moment...
the farewell party is really touching...
received warm hugs and wishes...
hais... really really will miss T01, baby milo girls
and the rest of my class mates... and i meant it
I LOVE MY CLASS~
always felt tht im lucky to have such nice pple
around me~ cherished!

my dear class*

on our way to take bus~

me and wendii*

Vonnie and me~~ sob * take care vonnie...

the future teachers~ lol
o...thats tudii, lindi and me respt-

me, Mr Yeo and sis..
Mr Yeo is the one who teach us all bout photo-taking.

Ltk and me ~
=[
HE IS LEAVING~
and i didnt get to hug him and thank him for the last!!!
think i too shy~ lol... and i regretted!!!
aaaaaaa....
he is a really really great teacher...
like him alot... one of my fav teacher !
but... hais...

my sweets~

down the stairs...

debbie , thts my cheek !

stella and me- twiss!

my trade mark again- twiss! lol...
thts goosey and me...

o... this is to put it asa reference...
mama ask me to go china buy this psp batt for bro...
anybody wan buy stuff from China, just contact me...
will try my very best !
tell me Sg original price and ur budget!

my class ~

its TAbby and me... we r the cats! meow~~

ooo... felix... the cat.... wahahaha...
aka... a fish too~ like her top on tht day~
but !!! XXXXXXXX... lol...

my bro's creation~
btw- thts a real sunflower, with my toys sitting on them

bai bai... its the "sky god's bdae"--

what r we two doing?
lol...
im actually helping my mama to do something for her hair
future hairstylist~ lol...
nope- definitely not for me...

see... thts jojo on rockie!
lol...

chan brought me to pariss for dinner.
yummy...
I LOVE IT !!!
thanx chan-ny

see there's got my fav!
chan took all my fav for me-
made me drool~

he loves oysters~

i dunno how to eat tht-- but i wanna try~
lol...
and chan is helping me to take out the shell...
mmm... the taste is... sweet and fresh..
somewhat like my fav- prawn/crab....
BUT...
i dun like...
so chan ate finish!

DESSERTS!
CHOCOLATE FONDUE, YUMMY CAKES AND JELLY...
we ended with the "gui ling gao" tht chan took for me...
abit bitter but its cooling after eating so much~

bye- pariss~~

we also went to my cousin's condo-
the view there is a wow man...
see... got stadium...
my god... and i just love the condo there...
with nice swimming pool too...
chan and bro joined in for mahjong game too...
lol...
nice... i wanna go again!

oops... this pic was taken on somewhere near christmas
srry suddenly put a "not recent" pic...
but i like it haha... with the MnM up ther...

back to recent pics again...

we also went to esplande...

yeah!!! chan- dun forget i still want titanic with u de horr...
wakakaka...

chan- cute face-

bye esplanade~
lol...

omg! here comes my fav place!
i will definitely come back to here!!!
this place is damn relaxing~
with soothing music and great environment...
its not a very big place...
like mmm.... 3 x 4 seats table...
and like 2/3 x 2 seats table...
when we go ther eat...
ther's not much pple...
including us only 3 tables occupied!
lol...
i guess there is a certain high class for this jap dine...
i dunno bout this place... but chan said he wanna
try their dishes and desserts... so we went in....
is a 'wow'... cos i really really like the environment!

green tea was serve... nice !

see... i like the painting behind chan... a very classy feeling

look at the chandeliers... omy~ i love it...

of cos i love chan's face more... lol...

one of the things we ordered-

the soft ice with ice cream, choc sauce and banana...

one word "BEST"

it was just DELICIOUS!!!

aaaaaaaa....

and of cos the price will also make u wow...

lol...

desserts pricing range from... dunno how much to

below 20... thts wat i remember...

and see chan is pouring the choc sauce down the ice...

he is so concentrating~

and see the table of two heads behind us...

the two spoil the atmosphere... laughing so loud...

but its like when u hear pple laughing...

your mood turns out to be happy too...

dunno why....

and when their food arrived...

they turned silent...

its chan !!!

ooo... chan n mii --- lol... the nerds!

my baobao-- hee will miss them...

but jojo is goin with me to china...

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this is the bear i was talking bout in my former entries...

tht chan bought it...

and he deliberately bought specs for "Trina" (the bear)

lol...

he customised it with my name...

he passed to me tht day so i can record my voice in ther

see... its trina and "trina"

so cute!!! and soft love hugging it... but he is goin to take back...

but it goes well with my pinky walls....

aww...

thx chan, papa, mama and the two ass...

lol... my bro i meant...

thou im leaving but im happy really as in

im happy tht i felt warmth~

hais...

i will be back soon...

wait for me...

and take care everone...

take care!

2008-02-22T12:57:00.002+08:00

forever~
oya... recieve some cares from friends/sis...
mmm... didnt really mention or explain clearly to u wat happen...
so sorry... cos mmm... i dun feel like talking bout it...let it past...
if not i any how tHInk again...
but anyway... we r fine le...

O...but dun worry sis...
we didnt "b"
just... just.... hais...
i dunno... cool down i guess??
i siaoo laa i think...
maybe think too much or have too high expectation on him le...
but these days i really think properly le...
i am at fault too...~

luckily i think properly...
just almost just almost...
i returning him the ring...
lucky...
the movie, the photos... the things tht reminds me of our love
chan... u really have to thx god...
if not for all this i guess we will spoil our nice record* le.
*o... the record here is me and chan de promise...
"nobody is to say the "b" word... "and well... til now haven...
choi choi! wat m i talking... we will not say !!!
i will hang on no matter wat...
i guess he will? lol... mmm... yup...WE WILL...!

i really upset hearing my friend's cousin's relationship:
as in they keep "B" patch "B" patch....
kinda sick of it... make me feel tht its not true?
or makes me feel tht they treat love like toys?
dunno is the girl prob or guy prob...
is not like i dun wan to listen to their love life...
is ure making me feel tht ther is no such word like
"love"
especially when i just had tht quarrel with chan...
i needa make myself believe ther is still hope...
i just dun wan my love to be like tht...
i really really dun wan!!!
chan told me he dun like pple B paTCh too...
so guess thts why we hang on til now~
but of cos if ther is really really no love-
then no point staying, we then will say the "B" word ba
but quarrel?? mmm... dunno... seems like we managed to overcome alot...
so i hope we will not forget our promise~~~

To us the definition:
perhaps is "B" jiu shi "B" le ba ...
ther wil be no chance of patching up...
therefore we take this word seriously...
hope the other couples too...cos u really nv noe wats gonna happen..
is like we cant avoid quarrels and arguments...
but we can still avoid the word right, if there is still love then
hang on ba~ its not worth saying n then regret~

An advice to tht "person":
i dun think is nice tht
u two keep putting the "b" word in mouth.
worst... u keep bad-mouthing ur bf...
is ermm...u noe~

special thx to
=D
lion, sis n friends~

2008-02-21T12:56:00.003+08:00

a video of ours...

these days i have been very gloomy...
but after watching P.s i love you...
i sorta clear my mind and when i went into my room...
our memories just flashed into my mind...
the photos the gifts the cards...

and the bear u just bought...
i recorded my voice in there...
i record several times...
cos honestly...
i was crying and i still record as if im happy
really really tough~
i hug n talk to the bear often..
telling her to take care of you when im away...
i admit i recorded a "wait for me" there...
but i actually cried n told myself "等个屁”
right after i record...

but all these while im thinking...
im really scared of being hurt by u again...
i really cant imagine when im away...
i tot i could trust you and our love...

but sadly disappointed..

friends called and help u say good words...
why is everybody siding u?
m i such a bad one?

but anyway...
somehow ur "nv give up" spirit...
n determination in reviving our love
make my heart softened...
n i decided to give u another chance...

i chose not to contact u these days,
is not im being childish or wat...
is because i wanna have a clear mind...
thinking bout our bygones...
and our memories~
fighting my instincts...

all i can say is...
wait if u want to...
but guess i wun pinch too much hope...
really...
be it im goin China be it one day you will serve NS...

i have seen alot alot alot...
couples brking up during overseas studies..
during NS...

sick of it...
i dun usually believe, cos i have strong believe
tht our love is bonded...
but i dunno... perhaps this time round
i lose little trust in our love...

remember i said bout "determination"
is not just bout determination anymore
u failed me...
is all bout trust now ~ all bout loyalty now...

2008-02-20T19:27:00.004+08:00

just went to my friend's blog...
and saw a funny video (with my bro)
i think can be Singapore's funniest home video.

is Steven Lim...
well my bro... he was acting cute...
wahahahaaahahahaa

enjoy!

P.s i love you

2008-02-19T18:58:00.003+08:00

P.s I love you...

this show is just awesome !!!

one of the greatest show ive ever watched...

it just touched my heart on and off...

and made me cry made mii laugh thru out it...

most importantly, it made me realise how i should

really treasure the time with him... and really tell him

how much i love him...

this show is really crazy...

and it actuallya ffect my thinking...

i guess i should learn to forget and forgive all his wrongs

and strt telling him...

"i love you"...

sad~

2008-02-19T14:06:00.005+08:00

why?!

why must it be you...
why must it be like this...

i made a big big mistake:
think too highly of 'us'
too confident in our love
and resulted yest happening'

im such a failure...
im so 'lan' in being a gf
thts y... u chose to~ ??

i tot yest would be a happy one...
yaa.. indeed it was...
except for some mini tiny bicker...
but yest nite... ...
just a few more hours i told myself a few more hours...
and it will be one of the happiest day of my life...
i remained silence...
because i dun want to spoil the day...
but i noe even if i plastered a smile,
u knew it u knew tht smth was wrong...
guess my smile was too fake.

i wanted yest to be a happi one.
i tot it would be one...
just a few more hours...
just a few more hours...
to strike 12...

sadly... yest was not wat i expected...
sorry tht i 'maybe' spoiled your day...

and thank you for everything u had done...
the dinner the surprise...
thx~
really really grateful !

yest nite i blogged bout the surprise on multiply.com
a diff tone from blogger entry...
im like havin split personality
one side happy blogging bout the special gift tht touched my heart
and here...
blogging what all my heart was thinking after last nite...

my conclusion:
im not a good gf... not at all...
srry for causing so much prob...
im just a trouble maker...

***********************************

put my ring back to the original place...

protected by the eternity bears~

praying~praying~

pray

tht i will soon forget everything~

*******************************

leave it to fate~

our ending:

is still....

(a qn mark)

??????????????????????????

signing off~

He bought it !!! kawaii~

2008-02-18T19:05:00.001+08:00

touched~

this is a 'like' pic of wat he bought. i copy from the web...

i haven snapped a pic of mine, but mine has got a name on the bear tummy... very very cute... but its actually he bought for himself... lol...

cos im leaving to China... and he pass mii this bear to record my voice in in...

some how... i feel tht its so sweet~

thx for the dinner today btw- i love it alot !

and i will treasure the remainin time with u before i go China...

i love u dear- though todAy (erm... argue? misunderstanding?)

hmmm... but i still wanna say i really love you alot and i really hope we last

afterall its been 4 years~

take care dear ! and i miss u ^^, (if u ever see this blog entry, think a little of me k...)

=D haha~

"posted on multiply.com"

2008-02-17T00:29:00.004+08:00

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one special msg recieved from a friend~ on v'dae day...

hmm... just added a new song on my imeem playlist...

go click on the last title "x"

its very kawaii~~ im sure u guys will like it !!!

oya... wanna share my wawa pic with u guys ...lol

*************************************

left few days le... before i leave Singapore-
wish mii yi qie shun li baa
im gonna miss my family, chan and my cousins/friends
sob =[

mama... keep thinking i will miss chan more than them
but if i said i wun miss chan, i would be lying...
but i crossed my heart i do miss my family my home.
i cried in the night thinking of the scene of departing
from my family...
it just made mii sad... and cried almost every night~

so mummy... u cant say tht i dun "zhong shi" the family...
i do care/ do miss (especially u,) , ok?

"miss" this word cant be "count", so i dunno how to describe...
more ? less ? but hu cares...
all i noe is... i will miss my home badly...
because afterall its where i belong...
chan will noe and understan... =]

well... today i gave chan a very very
big and tight hug~
its been a long time since we gave each other
friendly hugs~
hmmm... i guessed because im leaving le baa...
so i just hug tightly with all my mighty strength...
lol... but i so weak...
my tight= normal

=.= lll

lol...
but hais... i cried when we hug~
guess---
hais...
aww~~ im leaving...

sob~ my first flight-

take care my friends~

2008-02-13T14:05:00.004+08:00

all these pics are to be uploaded before new year de
all these happenings falls before new year,
just tht too busy to upload..
sorry...

me trying dress for new year...
but "deh" not for me...

"deh" mama didnt buy this either...

"deh deh" nono...

GODIVA chocolate...
got from LTK...
he is leaving....
*****************************

went to pasir ris bbq with friends

and chan family... on christmas eve

****************************

this is my darling- jojo...

**************************

MY pinky RooM~ niceyy

thanx to daddy n mummy !!!
xin ku ni men le...

and of cos... not forgetting chan!
chan chan stayed overnight to paint my room.
hee...

i will take a pic of the outcome...
(its in my camera- haven load)

(twister fries)? since when become one
CLUMP??

went to spa !!! at my cousin's place...

got this pic from my cousin...

my classmate ...
they didnt even "pa kar"
to wear like this...
and tada... they wore the same colour shirt
same type of skirt (plaited skirt)

*telepathy***

valentine's day is coming...
and i will be at home...
all bcos of the test.... ROARRRRR
sob ~~~
cant see him...

2008-02-13T13:40:00.001+08:00

Release Me
by Melissa Ghent

Overwhelmingly incredibly blessed, what else could it be?
This perfect partnership have we,
A giving of complete respect.
A gift of each other we give.
Unselfish unconditional love we share.
An exchanging of heartsA merging of souls,
A commitment of loveThe utmost of values to uphold.
To many, only a dream to behold
To many, beyond comprehension,
For us, no words have real description.
Only you and I know this extraordinary Love.
Overwhelmingly incredibly blessed,
don't you agree MY LOVE?

2008-02-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

yESt was having fun.... oya...
HAppy Chinese new year!!! hope u guys had fun too...
yest my friends came and bai nian~
had fun playin mahjong and cards...
yea... then after tht when to chan house to bai nian
and his family n mii end up at qi Guai seafood.... makan
exp yet FResh~~~
yummy !!!!
its super Delicious~~
one more time pls---
lol

2008-02-05T02:35:00.000+08:00

these days crazy over... viwawa...
lol...
im here to "la piao"
pls vote for my viwawa if u have the acc...
lol... altogether got 3 character, just search my nick
"meow2923"
then vote for all...(ok la ok la, at least 1 avatar pls)
and rate 5 stars hor... wahahhahahahaaa

XIE XIE DA JIA....
wahahahhaa

2008-02-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

不用上学，等着新年的感觉真好~

虽然还有NEWＭＥＤＩＡ的作业还没完成，但感觉还是蛮轻松的。

remember...

tht whole week, is fully pact (cant even breathe)

but slowly i cancel off the content from "things to do" check list.

from like 6/7 "thiNgs to do" to now 1/2.

now still left with new media and exam on 15th...

LTK leaving~ sad---

well he is a nice teacher (dun wu hui)

if not will kena beaten by Lind- and Xue-- (obvious enuff?)

tu dii most xin fu (nobody snatch~lol)

hais... although now is like much relaxing but!!!

sian goin China soon

i reallii dunno what will my life be at ther...

cant imagine the scene of 离别

haiss~

dun thinK too much first.

one step at a time ba...

needa go complete my new media thiNg le

oYA... hope u guys can support us by then

we created a website for u to share your composing

your music talents, be it lyrics or music or mv...

this web is coming soon---

before i say end today's bloggie

share a game web with u guys

http://www.viwawa.com/

its a game u can play mahjong online

add me as friend "meow2923"

Cya- ciaos

little miss busy

2008-01-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

nope... im not lazy...
but still have to say im sorry for not blogging these days...
these two weeks?
alot of things happen...
sad happy.... lalala...
alot alot....
too much to mention...
but i will say some tht i can remember and i will remember...

sad things...
hais... 12th jan 2008 i lost my things right (i blogged bout it)
i lost my bro ez link card rite...
and i made a new one for him just this tuesday...
and what happen next...
i yest lost my another bro ez link card...
M I SUAY or wat....
i realli cant believe i did it...
sadd... of cos u noe... i cried =,(
hais... im very very guilty towards my dad n mum
i noe the last incident, all the replacement and stuff just cost alot...
and now again... i gave them trouble...
yest night was a terrible one...
am super stress and busy with all those assignments and presentation
and having fever these days..
and...
now happen this...
really really wanna say
sorry mum...
always give u trouble...
i can hear from your tone
u sounds like u r giving up on me...
im very upset
*till now my mum haven talk to me
im such a failure, dun u think so...

today i told chan tht mama seems like giving up on me
he called me immediately and told me its not like this
he said mama ask him to call her
and mama didnt complain anything bout
i lost this and tht
he said mama care for me alot...
she ask chan to take care of me...
as i looked stress up...
after hearing all these i burst out my tears...
=,(

in summary, the bad things are lost of items,
hadda spent unneccessary money on replacement
mama nv talk to me, lotsa proj assignment, fever.
BREAKING DOWN! STRESS OUT!
goddess of mercy pls hear me say...
pls free me from stress... sob~~~~
and bless me with more goodie lucks...
thanks...

oya thanx to all those hu an wei me
during my sick, my stress and hais...
my lost item period...
all those encouraging words meant alot to me...
special thankx to chan, sis, tudii
they said stuff and done stuff tht touch my heart
thanx tu dii for pei me go search around
thx sis for helping me go search and
realli thx for the an wei n stuff
u nv noe how much it means alot...
when somebody tells u "u r not stupid at all"
and thx chan for the comfort...
thx for the "thts y u need me"
thou abit ermm... but its very sweet.
and thx for the"everybody do have mistakes"

more n more... all and all..
thanx alOT reallii... n those msn de an wei...
xie xie da jia...
jy le...

happy things,
supposedly... one of the happy things is me and family finally get over
the last incident (lost of ic ezlink card and stuff) but seems like...
hais...

hmm... happy things...22nd jan
BRother birthday... he is 15th congrats and
HAppy Birthday Bro...
may you be happy always study well and live with good health...
me n mum bought cake for him and chan bought a very nice shoe for him
erm... chosen by me... and agreed by them...

another happy thing... well chan bought v'dae gift in advance
well... realli advance...
a promised ring...
yea... i like it alot as it comes with the eternity bear
a couple bear with a ring box...
its a wolfram ring, looks simple, but most importantly
is the good quality of e ring...
i want to make this the last until the real wedding wan
i will treasure it well...

2008-01-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

which one to eat first??

Breakfast time...!!!

created by me and chan

Chan help mii paint my room

yummy~~

2008-01-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

brandon what r u doing...
stop playin with the vid cam.

still can't forget this bear bear....

sis...(xue) bought for mii de...
thxx...

Chan bought for mii de...cos got his name "TONY"
lol...

my sis~~(cousin)

CAUGHT! caught tudii eating in the supermarket

r u ready??

tada~~~yummy yummy !!!

mummy... wat r u doing?? LOL
cutest mum on earth! My MUMMY >.<

CandyＦＬｏｓｓｙ～～～

my lift there... my neighbour sure noe how
to make us "surprise" wahahaa...

2008-01-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

烦

2008-01-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

Lost my card holder...
raWrrr~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
ic gone, NP card gone... Bro's ez link gone....
arghhh!!!!!!!!!!
desperately need help...
sob = ,[
cried yest... hais...
i felt really helpless and lost...
haisss....
felt realli upset~~~
srry bout my temper yest...
im realli hais---

thx for all the comfort and give in-s

寂寞

2008-01-11T09:25:00.000+08:00

是你的，总就是你的

不是你的，就放手吧~

我到现在还不确定你做出的选择是对的吗？

你是在逃避吗？

你真的认为这样行得通？

不管我怎么反对，我怎么表露我的“舍不得”。。。

你还是选择 “。。。。。。。”

我真的需要你~

只能希望-你的选择会成功

然后再回到我身边来-

祝你好运！

MC King

2008-01-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

a sad thing-

just heard tht MC king had left us... 1pm today,
awww~~
im kinda upset because these few weeks i have been watching
the replay "FAnn wong" show on ch 8, and there is MC king in it.

i heard from my dad he wrote a blog bout death i think...
(now watching 6pm news, waiting to hear the report on him)
i went to search for his blog, but end up with JAckNeo's blog...
after reading his blog, i can feel the sadness in Director Neo and Hui ge...

if u r interested, http://jackneojackneo.blogspot.com/2008/01/mc-king.html

any way here is MC king's bloggie...
http://mcking13.spaces.live.com/

i find tht his blog is real interesting,
u can see lots of mediacorp celebrities in his random video...

but sadly no one will update the blog anymore...

唉~~ 人生。。。
要珍惜啊！

2007-12-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

omg~~
chan chan just tagg mii...
what a surprise... hee...
i miss him so much ~~~

he is sick today...
i hope he really take care of himself
and get well really soon...

sorry for not blogging for so many days
lol...
been busy going out
and hanging out at my cousin's house

had FUn on the 24th and 25th
yipeee...
had a great chat with chan's mum too...

happi happpii~~~
she told mii some secrets tht chan dun even noe...
shhh... of cos this cant be told...
but -
im happi in this special christmas year.
wanna tell chan
"thx for giviing me such a
wonderful and memorable christmas!
i love u!"

...............................................................
yest went to my cousin house for christmas celebration
after a nice bath >.-
hee....
its fun to have a gathering like this...
so fun so happy...
with delicious food...
i ate bbq on the 24th
with chan mama de seasoned food
and 25th... a big feast
with sushi, ham, salmon, minestrone
pizza.... almond jelly... cookies...
yummy yummy!!!!!!!!

i dun usually celebrate christmas...
i still remember last year...
pple ate turkey...
but im at home eating spring chicken...
lol... but its nice n warm to eat with family...

i love this year's christmas...
will nv forget 24th and 25th 2007 !!!

hope u enjoi yours too =]

2007-12-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

today the first thing mama told me

when i woke up is "be careful"

i was feeling strange,

she explained tht she had a night mare of me...

make me so scare...

so worry...

but come to think of it, u nv noe what will happen to the next day...

i came through this poem and i think,

this is the right one for my love ones if im gone...

Hard to Say Goodbye

by Aaron D'Cruz

I spread my wings

And I learn how to fly.

I know I leave you

But I must say goodbye.

My body’s not there,

You cannot see.

But you gave me a gift,

Just by loving me.

My journey ends,

Come what may.

But I know I will see you

One sweet day.

So do not cry,

Do not shed a tear.

I am with you always,

I am always near

Look in your heart

And there I will be,

Loving you always

And will for eternity.

A special poem for Chan Chan

You and Me

by Kerri Ellis

I love waking up with you

I love hearing your morning sighs

Your smile brings me sunshine

Long before it reaches the skies

Life with you is wonderful

It’s for me a dream come true

You just can’t imagine

How much I really, really love you.

Some say it won’t last

But who are they to say

I think we’ve already proven

That true love will have its day

We’ve endured so much together

On the road to where we are now

Only God could have put us here

Though others don’t see how.

I can’t foretell the future

But as far as I can see

Everything that I hope for

Begins with you and me.

This is what i wanna tell the others and

tell ChanChan and a reminder for myself.

especially to those hu 不看好 we two together

i noe during secondary school days...

alot pple disagree our love and think it will not last...

wanna thank u guys de response...

cos if not for u guys, we will not have

the determination to prove u GUys wrong ~~

well, we r together and we r still together

and we will last together...

*srry, i just suddenly think of the days

in secondary sch... nobody agree to our love.

they think im just not true to be someone's girlfriend

or maybe Tony's girlfriend... =[

but im glad we past thru it =]

^sec sch days`

2007-12-19T01:41:00.001+08:00

its holiday !!! yippeee...

just went to check my email...

and saw a very yucky one sent by my friend...

its about Marina steam boat "Chong Pang"

i guess...

they actualli found a lizard on a plate...

kinda... yewwww~~~~~~~~

however, we don't know isit true or not

perhaps pple just want to make some rumours??

i dunnoo...

but if its true...

i felt lucky tht, i almost went to there and eat...

phew~

but we should not have high expectation

when come to eat steam boat at there...

i mean if ure those hu meant to be eating at a restaurant

then dun go there i suggest, go seoul garden baa...

much suitable....

just had a small chat with my senior who is now at CHina...

she intro me a online web...

its sorta like ebay...

but its from China laa...

http://taobao.com

some are new products, some 2nd hand...

u gotta sought yourself...

well, and of course i dun think u can ask to

deliver to Singapore....

so wait till u go China for studies purpose or travel...

then use baa...

just received a sweet tag by "no one"

mmm...

sounds secretive~~~

nvm...

i received your 祝福 le...

thanx alot...

---------------------------------------

dunno why i feel grateful to those

who wish me happy or maybe xin fu...

its so sweet so warm in side...

i like the feeling, and will always be grateful

to those who wish me xin fu kuai le...

take care~~

2007-12-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

tO everyone in advance !!!
haha...
i kiasu first ^^

let me be the one to wish u guys ba---

saw celeste

2007-12-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

sorry that i didnt blog these few days...
omg!!! im having tOOo many assignment to complete.
OVER LOAD !!!!

i can hardly rest, later im still having a project meeting
and after that a presentation!!!
sob ~~~
im so stress...
dun give mii more than 2 hw...
my brain juice will spill out.
and the date line was like SO close...
gonna faint...

i now very nervous bout later presentation...
u actually needa present in the way tht u r teaching~
teaching a skill to someone...
need BG info too...
not just teach...
after teaching- we will have all classmates name inside a box
then we will lucky draw- see whether the person u chose
actually absorb the things u teach...
if not wrong the procedure should be like this...
within 10 mins
think i will talk like a robot- hahaa

oyaa... tht day i saw Celeste(famous blogger?) and Xu bing(campus superstar)
i was actually shock by the thick make up of hers...
actually i was sleeping, and when i wake up~
i didnt actually regconise them or wat
my first look was actually attracted by the thick make up of hers
then i look at the guy beside her...
looks sorta familiar...??
lol..
then i remember le-
i told my mum and brother...
they show me a wierd face...
who's tht dun even noe...
only noe the girl make up is- errr...
horrible?

but for me,
i think its quite attractive luhh
at least she attracted my glance for her...
Xu bing wear black from head to toe...
and i think he is quite good looking...
but not for a long term watch~

i gotta go bathe le... cya guys~~
needa prepare my presentation le...

me and him~

2007-12-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

erm...

i wanna clarify smth in my bloggie~
cos these days some of our friends,

thought me and chan chan...

erm... sorta like B---k up?

mmm...

to those who care for our relationship,

dun worry we two are absolutely fine...

after that serious quarrell, i feel tht

yaa! its true we really can cross any every bridges together

now i feel much more confident~

that day i was really depress...

but now im fine...

and im grateful that god made up

the chance to let me meet him~

know him and be with him...

Seriously said, im very proud of my relationship

chan chan said that to me too...

that day we are like playing and laughing loud...

suddenly he look into my eyes...

he was deep in thoughts...

i tot he was mad...

he suddnly ask himself/me(i have no idea)

"how come some couples will like siann after few years,

how come im not siann when im with you?"

i was like - errr...

(y he suddenly pop this thing out)

he continued "i dunno y, but somehow i'm proud of our relation"

thts cool ~

hahahaa...

the reason why we r proud of it...

i think maybe is because...

these 4 years...

unlike other couples, we nv b---k before...
NV !!! and i mean NEVER...

some or maybe most couples
brk patch brk patch and again and again.
its true, at least my friend was...
hmm....
but i dun encourage tht...
its risky~!!!

and
maybe thts y~ we feel proud?

and
i admit we are always on the verge of it(b---k)...

but we managed to overcome it everytime...

i think if u really treasure your relationship...

you CANNOT take "b---k" this word too easily...

like everytime u quarrel,

dun always put this word in your mouth...

think before u say it out~

i always very scare once i say out it will be the end

and i will really be regret for being harsh...

i admit i was harsh...

and i did smth wrong just this recent quarrel

i said tht word out... we promised not to~

but i brk my promise...

in my past nov entry, i had a quarrel...

and i tot its the end...

i think this is the worst quarrel we ever had...

and i said tht word...

i feel strange somehow...

god doesnt wan us to end so easily...

he didnt actually receive my "br--k up" msg

and tell you what, im sure and confirm i did send to him...

but he said he didnt receive cos i was scolding him

for not responding to my serious msg...

he said he confirm and he sweared he didnt receive...

i felt strange but also lucky...

and of course with my mum's call...

haha...

we actually didnt tok each other and nv look at each other

when we r just sitting beside each other...

tht time i was so upset, and here comes a call from my mum,

she asked what happen to us, and how isit now?

i told her "ok ok lo"

she ask me to pass phone to Chan...

and i did...

he gave me a very very shocking face...

haha...

and tht... we showed each other first smile of the day.

tht save our relation...

lol...

maybe at the strt we nv meant to leave each other?

maybe 4 years is nth much,

but i learnt alot alot...

i learnt tht...

u have to learn to build up trust!!!

its the key to successful relation...

and of course... before u can build it,

u must have communication~~~

talk well, sweet talk, slow talk...

just talk and understan~

den trust will strt to build up.

TRUST!

and i trust tht u noe what im talking~

and apply "trust" to your Love now.

Good luck to those having relationship now...

jiayou~

hope mine will last, and yours too... ^^

MOto Q

2007-12-05T19:16:00.001+08:00

Today's bloggie entry will be much of
"lastest technology"...
ever wonder if ure outside, and
smth just struck you, and that
u have an idea of what u wanna blog today...
however,
ure afraid that you will lost the idea
when u reach home late?
Now dun u worry...

MOTO Q will be a best companion
if u love to blog, not only that...
u can upload entries and
upload photos as well,
you can even edit your assignment
using MS Excel, MS Words
or even rehearse ur presentation
through MS Powerpoint ...
edit when ever where ever you want to,
even if ure away from ur desktop!

Other than that, you can email...
view document files...
and with the special outlook calender
u will be sure that you're not
gonna miss any more impt dates...
You might be thinking...
am i introducing the lastest laptop or wat?

Nonono...
its a phone, a smart phone... !
a phone that function much like a laptop...
but much convinient~

You can go online whenever you want,
i think most of us enjoy chatting in MSN...
MOTO Q has got it all !
it has got pre-installed
Windows(TM) Messenger
You can chat easily using the
full QWERTY keypad and all your MSN emoticons.
With the MOTO Q, get online and chat anywhere...

MOTO Q9 has got endless multimedia functions too...
Motorola Q9 PDA phone's Windows Media Player
supports a variety of music and video formats. S
hare your PC media easily with the Q using ActiveSync
and USB 2.0. The MOTO Q9 is the only device to offer
automatic synchronization and drag-and-drop
functionality with Windows Media Player 11 on your PC.
The 2.4 inch-wide screen with dual stereo speakers and
Bluetooth stereo headphones put unbelievable sound quality
and a picture-perfect display in your hands.

The MOTO Q9 PDA comes with a 2 megapixel camera and
2GB extendable memory which allows you to capture your
most precious moments!

MOTO Q9, put endless entertainment in the palm of your hand.
Prepare your eyes and ears for unbelievable sound quality
and picture-perfect displays. Embedded Windows Media Player
supports a variety of music and video formats.
Playlists can be dragged, dropped, and
automatically synchronized at USB 2.0 enhanced speeds.
Dual stereo speakers bring audio and video to life
while compatible Bluetooth headphones
give you the freedom to listen to hits on-the-go.

With the pre-installed Windows Mobile 6.0 IE
and Opera browser, the MOTO Q9 lets you log
onto the web anywhere. Surf your favorite sites
with a full-screen horizontal HTML browser
that makes you feel like you are using your PC.
As the latest and the most powerful MOTO PDA Phone,
the MOTO Q9 redefines the meaning of a Motorola Smartphone.
the MOTO PDA Phone Q9 supports HSDPA networks,
allowing you to surf the web at high speeds.
The MOTO Q9 is a real "MOTO Q9 Pocket PC" and far exceeds a
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but a fashionable accessory with a slim frame
and the MOTO Q9's smart and stylish design.
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Surf the internet, chat, send and receive email,
edit documents and update your blog
just like you would at your desk.
With the MOTO Q9's full QWERTY keypad
you can control the Q with a single hand,
launching applications with Speed Dial shortcuts.
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Log on to www.asia.motorola.com/Q9 now!

2007-12-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

let me introduce my marketing teacher, he is a very lame one...
and in case u dunno...
he is a good artist (he sure know how to draw...)
he work in mediacorp in the past as full timer,
now part time...
Yang Jun Wei (the past DJ for 1003 FM) he come up with a new book
once again, and all the beautiful pictures and cute stuff is drawn by
my marketing teacher (Mr Lee)...
You can gO Kinokuniya buy the book if u're interested
many interesting articles worte by Danny Yeo...
and Cutie pics...!!!

as i said he is lame...
he put this on mel...
haha...
every time he strts lesson, he will tell us a joke
and there he goes again~~

1. 题目: 原来

小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。

老师评语: 妈妈关切一下

2.题目: 好... 又好..

小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗...

老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？

3.题目: 陆陆续续

小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。

老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?

4. 题目: 谢谢....因为......

小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业...

老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!

5. 题目: 难过

小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。

老师评语: 老师更难过......

6. 题目: 天才

小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。

老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~

7.題目: 一… 便…

小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。

老师评语: 造句不要乱造...

8.題目: 又.....又.....

小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。

老师评语: 你妈妈......是怪物吗?

9. 好吃

小朋友：好吃个屁

老师：………

10. 况且

小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．

老师：……………

2007-12-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Marriage and Love

Every relationship has a cycle.
In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse.
You anticipated their call, wanted their touch,
and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard.
In fact, it was a completely natural and
spontaneous experience.
Falling in love is easy.
It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage,
the euphoria of love fades.
It is the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.
Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother
(if they come at all),
touch is not always welcome
(when it happens),
and your spouse's idiosyncrasies,
instead of being cute,
drive you nuts.
At this point, you and/
or your spouse might start asking,
"Did I marry the right person?"
And as you and your spouse
reflect on the euphoria of the l
ove you once had,
you may begin to desire that
experience with someone else.
This is when marriages break down.
People blame their spouse if their unhappiness and
look outside of their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.
Infidelity is the most obvious.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else.
You could .
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better.
But you'd be in the same situation few years later.
Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE
IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S
LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or
spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you.
You can't "find" LASTING love.
You have to "make" it day in and day out.
That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy.
And most importantly, it takes WISDOM.

You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. LOVE is not a mystery.
There are specific things that you can do
( with or without your spouse)
to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe
(such as gravity),
there are also laws for relationships.
Just as the right diet and exercise program
makes you physically stronger,
certain habits in your relationship
WILL make your marriage stronger.
It's a direct cause and effect.
If you know and apply the laws,
the results are predictable ...
you can "make" love.

this is quoted from my friend's blog...
she stated tht she found this "theory"
but i dunno where```
and i find it quite interesting~
and meaningful too...
Love is such ---
hmmm...
i dunno~

photoshop

2007-12-02T00:56:00.001+08:00

all the above photos are edited by me... wahhahaaa...

using some little skills that i learn from lesson~

so Fun!!!

i just love, all about photos-

wb

2007-11-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

firstly, wanna say...
WELCOME BACK~
to my little sis- piing-

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today at class, learn more on CS2
err humm... not counter strike...
its pHOtoSHop!!!
its so fun----

*******************
bro just downloaded a game
into his psp
the diner dash!!!
its just super NICE!!!
im addicted to it.
and i cant stop myself from playing!

********************
today after new media class,
went to national museum~
strange siaa...
is he, who want us go NM
but where is he?
i didnt even see him...
omg~!
and we have to actually walk ourselves
with the super big "ipod"?
if u go NM recently, u will noe wat i meant by "ipod"
after tht walk towards BUgis...
had lunch cum dinner, with laoda n von...
BURGEr KINg!!!
loNg time no eat le...
i didnt noe tht they dun sell "chicken whopper" le
its so nice... why they took off from the menu.
sob~
after tht took bUS 980 back
with laoda...
he wanted to go sun plaza...
hope he wun get lost...
i think wun baa, cos i didnt receive any SOS
calls from him~

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i shall change my font whenever
i remember~
thts a comment from my dearest tu dii...
and qin ai de (wendii)
they said its too small!!!
(changing now)

cont;

2007-11-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

Continue from below de entry~
photos will talk for mii today,

my friend's necklace, nice ba...
i love it alot
so unique, but err... heavy!
FRom bangkok-

Loving You~

DJ in daa HOuse~
thts mii- broadcasting live.

Lasalle...
i want i want!!!

Laselle building~
aww... so nice!
"Wait for me~"

i said Forever~
u heard it?

ALvin and the chipmunks!
yay...
This is "nana's photo"

A promise tO tu dii~
here's your cutie phoTo..
"Jean Love Winnie"

i LOve piglet

"nana and piglet"
we'r e best-est friends!
muacks~
right?
piglet: Ooink!

vegetable soup!
yummy~

breakfast?
hate butter!
who put butter here de!

Peace~
my cousin's condo
very nice!

how bout some "lady Necklace"
nice?
i think its nice but i wun buy.
too sweet too lady too cute!
JUst NOt for me...
im not into all this "too lady" stuff!
if got "prince" i will consider!
hee ^^

2007-11-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

today~ i will just blog 2 "hubby wifey" Joke and...

as for the rest i will let photos do the talking.

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WOMEN'S REVENGE

'Cash, cheque or charge?' I asked,

after folding items the woman wished to purchase.

As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control

for a television set in her purse.

'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked.

'No,' she replied, '

but my husband refused to come shopping with me,

and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'

W O R D S

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day....

30,000 to a man's 15,000.

The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because

we have to repeat everything to men...

The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'

********************************

beneath every photo hidden a story~

taken on the day tht we had our trip at the zoo,

one of the visitor, haha...

err humph, i gt ask for his mama de permission de hor!

this is under the catergory of "Portraiture"

(if u wanna see more "zoo" photos, read my previous entry)

taken at BUgis under the catergory of "Documentary"

i think there is some historical values for this buildings

*spiral stairs are rarely seen now~

One of my best shot- (landscape)

sophiscated "peace"

Catergory: Fine Arts

taken on my way from

HAbour front station to~

dhoby ghaut station...

actually there is a full stretch of

"artistic" wall tiles...

i chose mainly this part

not only b'cos of the middle circle,

but also i like the blending of the lines,

shapes, colours... and the feel for it's texture.

2007-11-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

永

i love this word, alot...
not only because it has the meaning of "forever"
but also it is the only chinese character that consist of

all the 8笔画, dun u think its cool?
lol...

娜娜今天好担心~

因为他病了！

都是我不好，

我的错。。。

我不是，也不会做

“一个男人心目中的好女友”。。。

“烂”

“逊”

“笨”

these are the only words to describe me...

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today saw an accident, bus knock down 2 motorcycle...
whats terrible is, i can hear and see the parts falling from the motorcycle
whats lucky is, the two cyclist (phew~) they are fine...
they can still walk（ｙａｙ！）
but i noe the injuries are quite severe.
just imagine bus vs motor...
its just like stone vs quail egg...
i hope they are alright...
one of them is the mCdelivery guy...
so i rush to mac and told the manager...
i can see the shocking face of his...
after the witness of it, my hair just stand-
Creeps!!!

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Oya...
my friend here had just started his own business...
makeover for "human and pets"
do visit, and check out! http://www.appystudio.com

*interested tell me, and get special discounts !!!
u can either tag me, or email me "meow_2923@hotmail.com"

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aaaahhh... i wanna buy a NEW CAMERA!!!
give me the highest opt.zoom and the highest megapix!!!
spotted one BUT its super EXXXXXX!!!!!
(18 opt.zoom, 8.1 megapix)

save money save money!!!
its time for me to save money

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okii... yest entry (if u read)
theres a story on man and woman
actually is hubby and wifey laa...
nvm...
heres another for a laugh!
(at least smile pls-)

WIFE VS. HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several miles,
not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats,
and pigs,the husband asked sarcastically,
'Relatives of yours?
''Yep,' the wife replied, 'in-laws'...

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got what it means?
woman are just so clever in "shooting pple"
haha...
ke lian de guys~~~

okii... tml will upload another one~
cya... nite

interesting email...

2007-11-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

u might be thinking im so strange...

uploaded 3 entries today...

haha...

pardon me, cos...

wat ever come into my mind while im online,

i will start logging in and type type type!!!

haha...

okok...

i receive another intersting and funny email,

i think its is very necessary to share with you readers...

and make sure u laugh!

erm... at least smile =] ?

here goes:

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having some problems at home

and were giving each other the silent treatment.

Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to

wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE),

he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at5:00 AM .'

He left it where he knew she would find it.

The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM

and he had missed his flight.

Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,

when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.

The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.'

Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

want more?? (tml entry baa)

hee...

in short the email is bout...

man and woman~

Man are such adorable piggy !!! (haha!)

*Chan chan will kill me if he sees this*

if u dun see my blog entry for tml, i will dying in his hands!

email- friend n love

2007-11-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

receive this email from my cousin-

i think it's kinda meaningful...

wonder have u receive it?

if not u can can glance it here.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..

When someone is in your life for a REASON,

it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty,

to provide you with guidance and support,

to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met,

our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,

because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and

put what you have learned to use in all other relationships

and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,

whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. ..

i like this pic... haha...

funny yet sweet!

tEST

2007-11-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

TODAY GOT TEST !!!
and u noe...
blur me still thinks tht Tuesday is the actual day of the test.
and tot tonight still gt time study!!!
arghhh~~
y m i so blur...
haiyOOoo-

although i nv read very in-depth...
but i hope i can make it!
haha...
still ok laa... just tht i noe a few qn i wrong le---
haiss....

qiqi

2007-11-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

today went to my cousin's sorta party~
had great fun over there...
its actually a condo-
its kinda nice...
but erm i dun like the lobbby there
its super super eerie
other than tht i likt it alot.
especially my cousin's room...
her bed(aww~ yawn~)
so comfy that i slept on her bed-
haha...
we had pizzas(order), cupcakes(freshly baked),
cookies(freshly baked)...
and... mmm... nice "glutinous rice"(cooked by uncle)
and sorta dessert (i dunno how to say it in english)
but its nice and sweet~
hee...
and lastly dinner cum supper...
crabs with "laksa beehoon"
the taste is just so heavenly~~
YUMMY !!!
i love it...

had fun
we played XBOx...
i view my cousin'd art piece (very nice!!)
then...
i painted my nails... haha
very ugly... cos of my small and flat nails...
hate it...
but she dun have the nail polish remover...
so i have to complete it
one set (fingers and toes)
then i paste those nail art...
by shugar (bugis got i think)
very nice.. i like it!!!
haha..

2007-11-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

todAy... bro went to AMK to upgrade his psp...
20 bucks!
haha, well...
as long as he is happy~

after tht, family go to sim lim square
to buy memory card- i guess
(u might be thinking why m i not sure on
the product they bought, when im with them actually)

the reason is here:
i went to wait for chan chan...
his working place is kinda near sim lim...
and i waited for sometime, but gave up and look for my family instead
cos he is just too busy to notice me...
haha...

after tht, he called me...
and i ask him to find me at sim lim lvl 4...
i had a tough time directing him, as u noe...
its so crowded there!!!

then ok...
we found each other, but i lost my family...
we two keep lost our way, keep ending up onli two of us...
ok, there they are... family found...
but later, lost again...
arghh!!!
lol...

but im happy today...
after dinner with relative...
mama told smth to chan chan...
but dunno what isit (???)

*******************************

i hoping~
everything will be fine for sis-
praying for her mum- she will be fine-
dun u worry~
remember we had our bad days on the same day...
me and chan chan quarrelled-
you n ur mum...
now i have overcome it, so can u~
hang on- jiayou!

if u see this msg, pls contact me-
wed got global presentation
( hope u can make it!!!)
and fri going NAtioNal MUseuM!!!!
CONTACT ME SOON~~~

okii.. thts all- for today
me and chan chan is going well-
hee...
happy happy!

2007-11-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

If a story can actually change your perception in life or in love, why not spend some time reading the below- story...
I feel that it make some sense, and it actually touched my heart.
I hate the word "death"
i dun like the feeling of losing someone close to me,
yaa.. i noe hu will like?
i was just thinking, without the "death" word...
i think we wun learn the word "treasure"
i wanna say i will treasure well the people around me,
the people whom i love.

The Biker

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slowdown. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day:
A motorcycle had crashed into a buildingbecause of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

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A Love Tragedy

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company,
his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together.

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them,
so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night,
slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends,
this guy had set up his own company...

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself.
"I must make it in life!"

One rainy day, while this guy was driving,
he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination.
Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched.
It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents.
With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple,
wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc.
He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,
and he got out of his car and followed them...
and he saw his ex-girlfriend,
a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone...
and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb.
Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened.
They explained, she did not leave for France at all.
She was stricken ill with cancer.
In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ...
therefore she had chosen to leave him.
She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again
he can take some of those back with him.
The guy just wept ...
the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
The End.

new media...

2007-11-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

today... is another presentation on photography~
its second presentation btw,
if ure interested, you can always click on my past entry
and check out my esplanade photos...
this time round, is ZOO!!!

yeahh...
its fun, but its a tough one,
cos animals just cant stop moving!
arghh~

but everything is just so cute~~~
otter to ah meng to polar bear...
here are the pics tht im satisfied-

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PortraituRe-
LAndscape-

Nature-

-today 23rd nov'07- got two entry-

2007-11-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

娜娜笑了。。。
经过一晚的思考，
我们终于想通了。

thx for the caring msg sent by my dear friends,
and calls i received...
its really sweet~ to noe tht someone actualli do care,
i noe u guys was very worried...
but dun worry...
everything is fine now...
i really wanna thank my mum, dad and thank god...
for letting our relationship to last...

well, we did...
overcome it this round,
i really felt relieve.
my mama call had actually save my relation
can u imagine it?
guess u can't,
cos its hard to explain...

hope i wun have to cry anymore...
i dun want to cry le
i dun want... !
yest was quite a suay day,
my cry made my lenses blurred...
super blur ok... very very blur!
so uncomfortable~
and
i had a hard time searching for place tht sell eye solution...
and...
my long-sleeved blouse is dirtied...
omg... its so dirty luhh~
that i have to buy a new shirt to change.
spent me quite an amount yest !!!
sob...
sad...
wallet is going empty~

BUt it was nth,

at least yest was a happy one-

my relationship will rock on~!

=。。。[

2007-11-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

崩溃！！！

我是怎么了？！

我们，爱情将结束？

我现在好难过，好难过。。。

原来爱情脆弱时，是那么难接受的。。。

我的心好痛，好痛。。。

我们到底还能不能牵着手，度过种种考验呢？

到底还要受多少苦，

才能终成眷属？

原来，一切根本不是我想的那样子。。。

2007-11-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

心情不好。。。
但看见了这个video，
就好像只有这个让我能够快乐起来，
但只是暂时罢了！

http://www.youtube.com/user/spacelord72

cry

2007-11-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

我哭了~

本来不是说好要忍着的吗？

为什么-你-要让我的朋友看见

我脆弱的一面，我“没有用”的本性呢？

我哭了。。。

我在地铁就哭了，

我在巴士也哭了，

我在“爬山”时也哭了，

我到了52。。。

说好不哭，却又哭了，

为什么？？？

为什么？？？

为什么，我不只笨，

不讨人喜爱，

只会被人嫌弃。。。

你不要我，

他也不要我，

你们不要我？

那，谁还会要我呢？

友情爱情。。。

有那么难维持吗？

到底爱情友情。。。

会不会“长久”。。。？

为什么从早哭到现在，

眼泪都还没哭完呢？

once upon a broken heart,
i was walking alone in the dark,
looking for a way to strt again...

there was no love in my life,
there was no light in my eyes.
all the tears tht i had cried and cried...
seems like they never end.

i never believe in fairy tales came true,
but now i know tht they realli do,
now tht i found you, now tht i'm here with you

just look at the sunshine in you,
showed me a world tht i nv see...

happily ever after just took time,
once upon a broken heart of mine...

emO-ing~

i dun understand this world!
i dun understand whats love?
i dunno whats friends are for?
i dunno i dunno...
i only know im stupid...

i AM serioUSly huRt by yOU yOU yOU...
and yOU... and yOU... YOu... and yOU...
okokokokokokokokok...
IM HURT!

i dun wanna talk to anyone,
leave me alone...
anyway, NOBODY CARES~

im always alone...
ME
MYSELF
I

*thanx for all concerns*

-tHink-
dO you really feel secure when u had tht promise ring on?
is it that necessary?

-Think-
that "actiOn" of yours...
isit a hint for me? or just me thinking too much?
must you hurt me like this?
*Three is a crowd*
i know~

a beautiful thing~

2007-11-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

i forget what day it is...
but im gonna blog bout the incident,
last week i think...
i was back from poly, and as usual
i pass by my neighbourhood shopping centre.

i saw this man bending down,
using his bare hands to pick up
smth slimy and yucky from the ground...
and the ground was like wet and a little muddy,
cos it was raining just now~
some of the KPOs like me,
keep turning back and
see what he was trying to do...
when i first saw him...
he was like picking up rubber band
but actually this man whom i think is dirty, picking up a
dirty unknown rubber band-like thingy,
is actually the most sweetest guy of tht day...
omg~
he made my heart melt when i know that-
the thing which is dirty and yucky is
an Earthworm!!!

sweets~
he was trying to save the earthworm
from our gigantic footsteps...
he placed it back to where it belongs to
(the beatiful green grass)
isn't he sweet?

i do easily get attracted by guys who do really "kind" stuff...
like,
letting seats to the old ones or ,
to someone hu need it more than us.
or maybe,
those who care for animals especially towards the cats.
or donate money to the poor ones(those seen at the streets)

if u had done all these, you have my salute.
i respect you, man...
and you manage to melt my heart!

seen a sweet girl tht day too, letting her seat to the old ones...
sometimes i heard from my friends tht they had bad experience
with letting seats to the old ones...
and made them have no courage to give up seats anymore...
after hearing, i admit i do have a serious impact bout it...
but im trying to overcome it...
afterall its the "face" tht cause it to.
pple care too much bout "face".
well, me too and was right after my friends
told me their bad exp.
i noe it was wrong, and i noe im wrong...
nana will try to change! i will~ so can you~
*^^*

signing off
* *

2007-11-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

YES! guess what...
i won a pair of "ENCHANTED" movie tickets...
yippeee~~
happi happi...
but the sad thing is the event strt at 6 plus at GREat World...
and moNday my school ends at 5!!!!!!!
aahhhhh
wonder can i reach in time-

enchanted

2007-11-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

NEW MOVIE!!!
a new fairy tale...
watch this link (click here)
or copy paste the web baa...
http://www.enchantedmovie.com/.

its very nice...
do watch it~~

oyaa...
about my hand,
if ure caring enough to noe my condition.
its much much better now... really,
compare to yest, its realli feeling better!
all thx to papa special medication rub(with extra love)
LOL...

sweet~love papa love mama
(signing off)

A+

2007-11-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

yay yay... got an A+ for radio!!!
yippeee... im like for all these years...
first time ok, first time got A+ !!!

im sOOOo soOOO happy!!!
like im gonna fly up to the sky le...
thx for the compliments and all those
mini or gigantic "jiayous" received by friends...
thanx alot!
with all those positive wishes...
i did it.!
yay...

********************************

how ever im worried for tabby~
realli do...
hope she will cheerup-
i noe she can!
love ya tab~

CUte! Britain's gt talent

2007-11-13T19:08:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gn5L5U92_54

U GOTTA CHECK THIS WEB OUT!

If not u will be missing out a super "KAWAII" thing...

its Britain's got talent...

very cute, and incredible!

MUSt WATCh!!

cat fight

2007-11-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

sob~
i injured my hand yest
and get to realise it only today morning...
YEst was having a violent cat fight with J-
sob~
well at first i felt guilty tht i hurt his finger(bleed)...
but its because...
i had no choice...(its hurting me)
and... i thought i had no injuries,
except my right hand was completely red!
and tht hand was totally NUMB!
i thought tht was only because my hand was tired...

and just likt tht without knowing wat happen,
i went to bed...
woke up, felt smth was wrong!
my hand was like sOoo weak, tht i cant hold a thing properly
u can feel the diff. between left and right.
So i immediately ask my dad to rub some medication on it.
he was like so shock to see a big Blue black on my shoulder
and its near my joint(my father suspect i hurt my joint)!
he was so angry what J had done...
and of course i kena nag...
"why play until so rough?"

well, it started like a "play"
BUt actualli im revenging...
lol...(evil)
but i led myself in to the situation now...
i eat with my left hand...
i dun feel like open doors,
as my left hand is weak...
i dun feel like using my right hand anymore!
but ...
i cant, cos i need to write with my right hand...
what most impt is, im afraid i have difficulty in
changing CD for tml's radio broadcast...

worried" signing off~

11112007

2007-11-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

today...
i had a long day outside...
from 9 am sch strts...
untill 10 plus(nite) reach home...
as usual, radiO broadcast pract-
i always always have wrong timing...
catching the pitch of my bg music...
sometimes im oki with it...
i just hope wed wun have any prob!

im really scare of- the arrival of wednesday-...
its when we'r gonna broadcast 'LIVE'
oMg !!!
and just imagine your lecturer is just sitting "kinda near" you...
and the worst thing is the lecturer is Mr. Yang Jun Wei
(used to be e DJ of 100.3FM )

Oya... just in case you are interested in knowing
whether his voice is the same in real-life...
Absolutely!!!
and wHen u close youR eyes and listen to his lectures,
Its almost like ure listening tO radiO...
lol...

**********************************
Oman
HElp... im getting nervous for wednesday!
maybe my whole class is...
bUT...
i dunno i dunno...
i just FEel... super uneasy, tht tml will be TUesday le!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaa.....

i hOpe everythiNg will be successful~
i just hope all my MOdules can Pass...
i wanna faster Go CHina...
fastEr coME back...
fasTEr Go NIE...
FAster gO teach the pri kids...

i feel stressful these days...
really stress~~
really really stress~

hope wed will be a smooth one...
with no error~~ Plsss... plsss...
I WILL JIAYOU DE!!! I WILL !!!
it will be a perfect success... !!!
Yes IT WILL BE !!!
hOpe sO~ >.<
PLS~!!!

*Goddess oF MercY will hear my SAy* SIgn oFf~

---

2007-11-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

WHY AM I STUPID?
WHY ??!!!
MY BRAIN IS EITHER SQUARE IN SHAPE OR
ITS NOT WORKING....

sob...
im stress-
i am very stress...

nobody nobody...
understands...
nobody....

luan

2007-11-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

i always had mixed emotion~
ConfusiOn is just surrounding my mind.

should i or should i not...?
am i or am i not...?
are tHEy or are they not...?
are YOu or are you not...?
can i or can i not...?
will i or will i Not...?
will THey or will they Not...?

... ... ... ... ...(u might be thinking im crazy)

yes i am. !

i will just leave it to fate, leave it to gOd...

u might be asking lots of things...
why did i ignore you...?
why and why nd why i did this and tht...?

like what i said...
ive gt my own reason...
treat it as...
i dunno how to react baa.
treat it as...
i was happy to see you
(but i just dun wanna express)
treat it as...
i dun wanna see you.
(i scare i think of the past)

i will leave it to fate, to god...
They will know how to arrange my life.
whether or not...
they once arrange us to meet, to know, and to be friends...

happy enough~
(email= 泪)

****************************************

oki oki... stop the emo stuff!
i gotta change my mood le...
wanna be happy happy!!

im kinda stuck in assignment...
i hate it i hate it!!!
Just so Tough~
WHy???!!!!

i just cant imagine my life in China...
all Those chimalogy Words POｐ　ＰＯｐ　ＰＯｐ．．．
faint ~~

when can i have my holidays?
("sigh sigh sigh"~ off)

happi- Bdae

2007-11-11T02:57:00.000+08:00

Decided to post thiS:
"A post on NOv 10th~2007"

tO: tht once special one...

或许我们已分离~
但始终。。。
我曾珍惜过，
你让我发现原来友情可以是脆弱的。

我试着挽回过，
但始终失败了。。。
不是你的错！
是我。。。
是我无法。。
是我再也没勇气见你-

你说的对~
但伤了我。

你觉得受伤的，是单方面的吗？
但我受到的伤害比你深。。。
你得到了快乐。。。
我得到了悲伤。。。

你得到了友情。。。
我失去了“三人”

不知你明白我的痛吗？

或许你早已不当”它“一回事
但我永远都忘不了，
"我们" 曾有过的（喜怒哀乐）

不瞒你说。。。
我梦见你，
人家说。。。
梦到的，是你所想念的人。
也有人说，
梦到的，早晚会实现。。。

那。。。
我的是否会实现呢？

我记得在一起快乐时，
你常说要和我一起去游泳。
但我每次都令你失望~

奇怪的，我梦见我们。。。
小孩子似的，在游泳池玩耍。
还玩起了抓迷藏。。。
你说奇怪吗？
虽然不是真的，
但至少我是带着笑容起来的！

那个梦，很真！
让我差点就相信了。。。

但起来后。。。
笑容却融化了~

你。。。
是否也有做过，
“我和你”的梦？

不管怎样。。。
在不在一起。。。
已经不重要了~
反正，
都已过了几年了，
最重要是你依然是快乐的。

但如果你是伤心的，
我还是愿意聆听你的悲伤。。。
因为我学会放下了。
真的。

想对你说的，
最后一句。。。

生日快乐
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
祝你永远快乐！ ^^

*
狮子和老虎，是同类。
虽然是两种不同的动物，
但。。。想一想，
他们也还不是“猫猫”的家族吗？
*

This is part of the reason why,
i name you "lion",
and...
myself "Tiger"...

not just because i like Tigger in the past~

hope u understand the every reason i done behind~

Happy Birthday!

2007-11-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

Rhythmic~

Lines~ (i present as dOminance- Tneh* WRONGXXXX)

ProPortiOn-

ProportiOn^

RhythmiC~

Shape!

TextURe%

TexTUre#

BaLance+

BAlanceXXX (tneh, wRong again... soB)

CoLours**

ColoURS

LinES

LInES

Shape@

This is wat ive presented for my "new media" elective.
i noe i noe... maybe its still not up to the standard...
but i put in alot of effort okii...
at least praise mii a little maa....
LOL...

i will try my very best in photography.
i think for a "cai niao"(idiot) like me,
can take such photo, already very good le...
as i dint learn the skills of taking photos before...

yay...(clap clap~)

*oya i didnt put up one of the "dominance" photo is because...
im gonna respect tht persons face... lol...*

hoPe Goose didnt see wrongly my grade...
JiAyOu Na-Na!

i will strive for improvement!!!
i will i will~~~
plsss....
all the cats bless me...

"I understand" sigNing off~

energy

2007-11-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

wanna thanx jolyn...
really, the credits goes to her...
if not for her...
i will not be able to shake ENERGY's hand...
aaaaaahhhhh....
haha...
i tot i wun be so crazy bout them at first...
but when im Q-ing and getting closer...
im so super excited...

i heard tht the second meeting was the "bao bao hui"
whereby ENERGY will hug some fans...
of cos with purchase of their Album...
and i heard from my friend tht the news stated tht...
ENERGY actualli kena "Bites on their necks"
and four of them got it!!!
my friend told me tht they cant push their fans away...
so... i THink...
the girl "tan dio" lo
but of cos the guyS also ~ which gUy not "hao Se" de?

well... next wed will be broadcasting "live"
for my radio presentation...
im super nervous...
as my timing for the BG music...
and the things i wanna say just dun Match smoOthly!
arghh...
i gotta prac more... jy baa~

u might be wondering wat im up til so late...
all because im doing this "phoTo presentation"
you wan me present words and sentence...
i can...
present photo...??!!
wierd~

my friends just complaint... haha
while i complaint to my bloggie...
Wed, theres a little tension in studio...
hmmm... i hope everything's alright...

tht night we went to clementi hawker to have our dinner...
pple involved: mii, wendii, Goosee...
lol...
Nice place great Food...
though ermm... abit hOt...
the western food there is nice n famous i heard...
and Goosee actualli got neglected by the boss..
as there is just too much pple Q-ing...
and before we reach clementi, we actuali quite suay de...
firstly bus break down...
and then...
the "prata house" we plan to eat there...
was closed...
haiss...

*yawn*

i cant type anymore... gtg slp le...
nite nite~

ylva

2007-11-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

feeling abit bored...
so i went to visit some of my friends' blog...
well... the links are stated in my blog,
click on anyone if ure interested...

i pass by ylva's bloggie...
and read some of her past entries...
and found this a interesting one'

*com tricks*

* Magic 1
You can never create a folder anywhere in your com with the tittle "con"
dont believe? try it!
* Magic 2
Open the application Notepad.. Not wordpad.. is notepad
type "Bush hid the facts" (without the quote)
save it in my documents.. and close notepad.. locate the file and open it.. what do you see?
* Magic 3
Open Mircosoft words..
type
=rand (200, 99)
press 'Enter'
what did you get? even Bill Gate cant solve why this happen

well.. i haven try...
cos its like 1 am now...
wat if those magic were effective...
i think i cant sleep and give me creeps...
so i better try it next morn...

give it a try baa~

wierdo

2007-11-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

today met a "wierdo"?
i was taking the lift with my dad and neighbour...
and after tht was like
i wanted to press the lift-bUtton for them to come out.
and as i do so... i somehow had an eye-contact with a malay guy...
BUT, BUT, BUt...
its was like a normal and swift glance...
nth more ok...

after walking a few steps with my dad...
we had to split(walking diff routes)
not long after i bid goodbye to my dad...
i actually heard "zOot zOOt.." "zeet Zeet"
and i fet so wierd tht feeling...

so i turn back... and i saw tht malay guy actualli standing beside his bike...
calling me... and he was like bout to raise his hands,
but i just turn away...
after a turn is actually the next blk...
just imagine, his zoOt zOOt So loUd tht i can still hear it...
and he was like nv give up...
even i was like quite far away from him~~~
lol...
after tht turn...
i take a peek back...
and he was waving at me...!
aaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

BUt... i ignOred~
haha...

and because Of tht guy, i dun dare to go back take my sweater.
cos today gonna practise radio at studiO...
and The stUDents there shOuld nOe how COLD it is...
the temp is not for human, but for the machines.

thx sis for the sweater, a last min sms save mii from being cOld to death.
lol...

when i reach homw i told my mum wat happen..
cos she was asking me Who's sweater?
so i told her bout the morn incident~
and when she learn bout it...
she was smiling... say so old fahion,
stil gt pple use zOot Zoot to call girls de meh...
haha...
totally agree...
its like so old fashiOn...

just a few days ago... i tot like im getting ugly and like old...
haiss...
but until today... although i ignore tht guy...
im happy inside!
realli happy...

*mY chaRm actually dO ExisT...*

lol...(winKx)

many to uplaod

2007-11-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

oki... long time no update...
have many tHinGs tO share...
BUt firstly... "Do i HAve a MAlay-LOoking?"
i tot tht was onli durinG sec sCh days...

_during sec sch days_
queueing up for fOod~
malay gUY keep starinG at me.
waS feelinG so wierd, i stAre him bacK!
malay gUY: Are U a malaY?
mE: nO!
mAlaY gUY: err... miXed? malAy mix?
Me: NONONO... mister ... IM verY pURE ChinESe~

_JUst few DAys agO_
wenT tO sch NearBy de Uni*SIM*
gO thEre makan...
twO Young lecturers eatiNG.
whilE i was StandinG discuSsing with
frienD" whaT tO eat?"
anD thiS chinese lecturer
was LookinG at me.
i can senSe tHT ok!
dUn thiNk i m gOondOO~
anD he was likE, tellinG The other
Lecturer whO is maLAy~

Chi lect: "ehh... youR sistEr?"
malAy lect: "where?"

(strt pointinG out hiS cutie finGEr,
he thINks tht its sO cutie small tht i cant see it?!)
malaY lect: "nO laa"
CHi lect: "Oh? lOok like yoUr sister Sia"

So uncomfoRtAble lo~ then i SIAM ~~~
fly to buy my fOOd!

OK... lets see whats more?
(incidents tO share)

mmm... CHan chAn went to geylanG?!
tHis toPic quite attrActive baa...
haha...
he: " dear, im going geylang"
(STUN!, pretending to be calm...)
she: "oooo.... foR wat lei?"
(Suddenly duNNo why feel LIke burSting out the laUghter)
he: "haha... dUN woRry, its mY friend BDae PArtY!"
(iNstead OF worryinG... ...)
she: " OK... then u gt buy present?"

haha...
i totally trust Him...
i suPEr kNow my cHAn Chan character!
BUT~~~

tht doesnt mean tht i wun worry...
now... im super worry thE days at China...
Its like 6 mONTHs!!!!!!!!!
my chan chan gonna live without me for 6 monThs???

tht day i was at caUseway with HIm...
go makan~
we ToOk the escalatOr down...
and i suddenly ask him...
will u be sending me to airport?
he say No, i wun...
but if gt time i will Go CHina visit u...
NO? u wun be sendinG me?
ya... srry... bUT i dun like tO see the scene
of seeinG someone impt in my life leaving me...

i was like on the verge of my tears~
sob...but acting cheerful...
oh... so will you be sad...? haha
he say... oF courSe laa... six months lei...
and its not like u r in Singapore~
(he was like facing the other side)
will you cry??
(p.s He dun Usually cry, He's My "MAN")
mmm...
no...
what??!! no? really?
(i Look at his eyes, i can feel the sadness~)

i really really can feel it... !!!
sob...
i want cry liao laaa....

sToP stOp stOP...
(forcing back my tears!)

ok... smth happy^^
tOday went on a trip tO esplanade.
for our module "nEw media"
the camera we brouGht cost 700++ oki...
we have to be super super careful...
(still remember my friends cover the camera with sweater,
while herself walking in the rain)
and...
(everyone reach a sheltered area... take out tissue~,
not wiping those rain droplets on our body, BUT...
wiping the camera, make sure is alright!)

okok.. back to the trip...
we were taught many technics before hand...
and we tOok many phoTos...
FUN...
but... tiring... i kena sun burn~
and my leg super super suan~
cos we were like kneeling down
squarting uP and DoWn...

came back sweatinG(i mean perspiring)~ omg...

oya... i wun forget the excitement about
palm readings and fortune telling in bus...
super fUnny anD supEr hiGH de...lol

tOday is FUn fUn Funnn......
will upload onli limited pics of today...
cos err hmmm... i gotta present next week de...
so I cant show all~
(uploading on next week~new entry)

hapPy nana...
oya... staY cOOl with catS...
lOve theM huG theM
AnD
care For Them...
thanx alot...
(cat ambassador Of trina's caT cluB)
LOL... =.=lll

2007-10-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

bro ask mii to remember this...
dunno for what... so i put it here temporary first...

http://www.rapidsafe.net/rc-kTZzUmZzQTM/PowerStone-1.m1

hais... today suppose to be happy day de...
i can hardly see him...
and we r like busy with our own stuff...
and...
only can see each other once a week only...
hais...
why cant it be a happy day...
i quarrelled with mum yest actually...
and u noe how upset i was?
i long time no quarrelled with mum le...
and yest i felt so terrible...
and today...
even worse...
i dun feel like saying...
wat happen to us, mum?
hais...
sad sad sad...

today i receive mum call, she scolded and shouted on phone...
and i cried in the mrt...
i just cant control my tears...

my bf and me...
turn silence~
i really dun wan like this de...
but why must it happen on today...
its like the only day this week tht i can spend some time with him...

u noe i was so happi at first...
i finally bought my favourite snack"korepab snack"...
very hard to find de...
i finally found it in a mama shop...
im so so so happy...

but end up... haiss...
now i looking at my snack...
wanted to eat it de... but my heart too heavy...
i got no mood in eating...
hais...

sad~
i hiding myself in room...
hais...
know what i was crying when i was bathing just now
and ah ma suddenly came into my mind...
just suddenly think bout
how she protected me from
canes strokes by my mum, when i was young...
i miss ah maa...~

sob @_@(eyes swollen le)

Singtel~

2007-10-09T11:06:00.000+08:00

wth- tht damn internet service by the damn S---T--
filter service- stupid service arr...
even those game webs i played also wanna restrict, go die arr...
even worse i cant even visit my own blog...
damn hell...
stupid service!
subitted dunno how many web for u to review liao...
wat have u done sir/mdm??
return my blOg...
idiot!
i will gO complain if i still cant view my Own bLOg.

dunno dun anyhow restrict website...

arggghhhhhH!!!!!!!!
im angry NOW....

audi

2007-10-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

yest havin fun playinG audi witH my dearest wenDii and GAb...
(*Grins*)
i miss wendii , i miss Tu dii, i miss sis... i miss Felix... i miss tAbby, I miss , i mISss....
i miss vOnnie. i miss GooSey. i misS Lu Jin, i miss ViVi. i miSs taking Bus With Carina...
i miss I miss mY class....

sObb!!!
y not same timetable...>!!!! why???!!

sadsad...
lucKii tudii same as mii...
phew~

emailssss

2007-10-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...
just got contacted with tu di...
seems like a long time thingy
she sms-ed mii and ask mii bout my ah ma...
thx...
so nice of u guys. thx for the comfort my frenx...
tu dii told mii tht i rarely online...
lol...
everytime i online nobody online
only see jeremy.lol
so i didnt bother to sign in~
but since tu dii said mii today.
i decided to check out my msn and email..
lol...
now i noe i missed out quite alot of things
like the outing, haha...
no wonder tab said "due to low response"
wen dii u should have sms mii maa...
haiyOoo...
email? u tot u at low technology de place or a place tht hp is not invented?
wahahhaa...
well its over...

i received a jade bangle from my uncle...
kinda nice... but wonder what pple will say if they see a young adult wearing smth jade.
lol... like old ah ma...
ah ma?! sob... i miss ah maa...
suddenli i think of her...
haix...

anyway...
my friend just join a "get connected" web
u noe those like friendster...
think u guys heard it before
its called the "FAce bOok"?
i went to explore just now..
and it looks fun...
anybody interested??
join with mii leii...
lol...
cos its like they can give cyber slap, cyber kick...
lol
like fun? maybe joining
tell mii if anyone of u joining...
very sian... one friendster haven even gao dim...
totally neglected by mii
stil wan pop out a face bOok...
lol...
considering~~

4:34pm...
ah ma visited us yest nite...

2007-10-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

everything came to an end for now-
but she will always stay in my heart...
my gratitude to her never end- its just too late
"thank you" is what i can only say to her*

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My new time table-
well...
i heard this sem not many pple get what they wanted for their elective modules.
Luckily i got what i wanted-
erm...
New media* i think is all about camera and photos, editing and stuff, angle of taking
ah ya... i dunno laa, thts y i take this module ma
can zi lian in a more creative way^ hahaa, jk jk...
next sem i got chosen for marketing- case studies and so on...
"boring~" but bo bian i have no interest in video taking, so left these two choices.

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CHS
1GLOBAL
GLOBAL ISSUES : S'PORE PERSPEC
Enrolled

CHS
1CONLAN
CONTEMPORARY CHINESE LANGUAGE
Enrolled

CHS
1PRSKCH
PRESENTATION SKILLS IN CHINESE
Enrolled

CHS
1FDINTE
FUNDAMENTALS OF INTERPRETATION
Enrolled

L2.2 A CHS TEC Core 2005(Meeting Requirement) All modules required

CHS
1NEWMED
NEW MEDIA APPLICATIONS
Enrolled

CHS
1PRIMAC
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING COMM
Enrolled

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*TIME TABLE*

MOnday

9am to 11am
CONTEMPORARY CHINESE LANGUAGE
56-03-0005
Lect by LTK

11am to 12nn
FUNDAMENTALS OF INTERPRETATION
56-03-0005
Lect by LTK

12nn to 1pm
MAKAN TIME!

1pm to 3pm
GLOBAL ISSUES : S'PORE PERSPEC
56-03-0005
Lect by A.Chan

3pm to 5pm
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING COMM
52-06-0007
Lect by Lee K.F

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TuesdAY

9am to 12nn
FUNDAMENTALS OF INTERPRETATION
52-06-0010
P01 by LTK

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Wednesday

2pm to 6pm
PRESENTATION SKILLS IN CHINESE
52-05-0004
Lect, P01 by
DANNY YEO

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ThuRsday

10am to 12nn
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING COMM
52-06-0008
Lect by Lee K.F

12nn to 1pm
MAKAN TIME!!

1pm to 3pm
FUNDAMENTALS OF INTERPRETATION
52-06-0010
T01 by LTK

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Friday

9am to 1pm
NEW MEDIA APPLICATIONS
56-03-0003
P01 by
YEO E.H
RAY

1pm to 3pm
MAKAN TIME!

3pm to 5pm
56-05-0007
GLOBAL ISSUES : S'PORE PERSPEC
T01 by A.Chan

2007-09-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

阿嬷！！！

你永远活在我心里。。。

我真的很想念你。。。

如果，

如果能回到小时候的我

我一定会紧紧的珍惜与您相处的每一天。

阿嬷，阿嬷，阿嬷...

我爱你~

永远永远爱你的

月婷

the day she left me...
my mind swirled with scene of my past.
back to kindergarden age.
ah ma always gave mii surprises
a sudden visit from her...
everytime she came and leave quietly
she always had to run to the lift when the door is shut
because if i see my ah ma leaving me..
i will cry like mad standing at my door gate
asking her to come back~

ah ma... come back ...
ah ma... come back..

m i too late..??
m i..?
ah maa.....

i really realli...
lost her le...

wed 26th sep

2007-09-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

This morn...
i received a teribble news,
i was awake by my mum voice...
her voice was like loud and shocking...
i tell myself, "dun tell me smth happen to my ah ma, no way"
i continue lying on my bed listen carefully to the condition outside...
i heard my mum crying~

"damn~" from tht moment i knew i lost my ah ma~
i was so so so depressed tht i just cry on my bed...

to double confirm it... i pull myself up and ask my dad.
"smth happen to ah ma?"
my dad respond(nodding his index finger)

i went back room and stare blankly~
i dunno what to do..
just too sudden...
she just leave mii like tht?
sob~

just cant believe`

now the most terrible thing is...
i am sick and my parents ask mii to stay home
not to attend funeral...
ahhhhhhhhh~~~ sobbbb...

oya... wanna thx chan for visiting me...
well i cant say its a surprise visit cos i overheard
when u called my mum...
but overall u r so sweet and xi xin- thx alot
yest night i do not have the energy to eat my dinner
and little chan fed mii--
my dad made fun of him
"lai, lai wei wo"
asking chan to feed him too
lol...
mama throw a spoon to my dad.
"na... wei ni"
haii...
yest is kinda happy to see chan...
but today~

its so hurting to see my mum cried just now...
very xin tong...
haixxx

AM

2007-09-24T04:46:00.000+08:00

ok... now is like 4:46 AM... and i mean AM ok...

im havin cough here and there...

and i dun even noe how i feel...

cold or hot...?!

i today sleeping alone in room~

cos bro exams coming dun wish to spread germs to him.

starting i slp with the air con on- cos i scared of hot and perspiring

but at around 3 am i strt to feel cold~brrr...

and now... tada~ im at the living room-

quiet and...

quiet...

im damn sian...

anyone is awake???

i try msg sis and little chan

but no replies- must be sleeping like a log

lol...

sian sian sian....

save me!!!

i must quickly get well soon...

but how??

sob~~

4:53am 在此，-厅长-

smth to share----------------

-sentosa-

funny- deads-

sick

2007-09-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

sick~
i these days abit sicko...
i cant really get a good rest or sleep these days-
and this resulted mii in thinking soMe sickO stuff-
like, eyes being gOuge oUt, pin poKe into my eye-
or maybe sometimes thinking of the scene someone commiting suicide-
but my scene is not tht simple
it is complicated with
some incredible stunts before the death,
before the brain juice oozing out,
and all sorts of disgusting things laa...
yew~
why m i sO sicko? wonder if the others ever encounter all this before...
and all this just make me
cant sleep
+
going out having tOo vigorous activity~
=
SICK-

sob... i just recovered de...
now gotta return to porridge again- im sick of it...
haix...
yest i had a terrible night- cold but hot, hot but cold- haixx

and i encountered smth last night, very strnge thingy...
i actually tied pony tail before i sleep becos my neck there very hot...
and when i wake up for a pee- haha...
i went to toilet , after my pee~
i stand up and face the mirror-
was shock to see tht my hair is nicely tied,
but not a pony tail...
is a very cute hairstyle-
like little kid's hairstyle whereby they have their small pony
at the side of their head-
its incredible becos its quite stable, not lose and not even messy-
wOOo- creeps`

yest nite i cried again-
maybe im sick, i get abit emo ba...
like nobody come in to my rOom to check on me and stuff
feel so lonely-
they do care bout me-
i noe...
but suddenly the room its just me alone-
i strt to talk to jojo again ( if u catch my entries, u should noe hu is jojo)
i ask her to sleep the tail of my bed
i scare my sick wil pass to her-
she replied- saying no~ i wanna stay beside u-
and dunno y i just hug her tightly and cried like hell-

i think im mad*
hack care mii ba-
after i recover, everything wil be back to normal-

sicko signing off 1:14 pm~

one day im gone

2007-09-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

~The un-dOneS~(for my own preview)

*"The Leaf" mv was watched halfway (click here tO watch~)
*"zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni" comic, forget or maybe uninterested in reading~

yOu cant even predict ur own life, how are u going to predict ur other love ones'?
i wake up every sat, telling myself this...
thts y even if im very very tired, i will force myself- brush my teeth, walk around with sleepy eyes, change my clothes, bear the hot sun, take the bus...
and accompany my mum to the market-

i feel tht i gotta treasure this time with them...
even if yest celebration on mooncake fest- is all aunties is all small kids...
but i feel tht there is a need to acc my family my mum...
i wanna take every chance tht i have or i can, to spend my time with them...
afterall, sch is gonna reopen soon~

but not everyone will understan this...
is it tht hard to complete smth tht is undone'?
these are just the recents*

all these will sOon becomE brOken promise if im gOne one day~
whO noes?

gOd noEs-
4:21pm
i was here, and he was there~
=D ah bui~~

fun day

2007-09-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

yest 19th sep' 07
is the day tht consist the meaning of a true holiday.
the day i went tO sentosa, the day when all gOod friends gathered,
the day i totally relax myself,
the day i had sO muCh fUn, fuN, Fun, FUN!!!
and end the day with crispy chicken(KFC -.-lll)
lol...

we even invented some new beach games, come to think of it,
sO funny but its really nice...lol
well, i think currently this can be my greatest day during the hols...

btw the we's are...
mee(xiaO ting^1) , my little chan chan, xiaO fa, xiaO yuan,
xiaO mas whO is in love with sea weeds, xiao SianG and xiaO tinG^2.

lol...
well of cos the days before the sentosa trip...
im havin fun too...
like i went to catch a movie with Lim chan chan
haha... (p.s. chan chan is my bf...)
i made a new name for him. haha...
and we even went to try out the Orchard's hong kong cafe...
we ordered some dim sum and french toast...
not bad but maybe we went there with our stomach a little full,
thts y the food there to us, is not bad onli.
but at night u can see is full house, so i think if u go with empty stomach
u can try their yummy stuff there...

we went to united square actually but didnt shop much

cos we went there to loOk for smth, and we saw VIENNA

omg... yummy yummy yum yum!!!

i will save money for U....

tht day we force ourself to eat mac,

and chan chan head cant stop lookin at vienna there,

even when im talking to him, he is not listening...

he keep chanting"vienna vienna vienna..."

lol...

the mac there NOT NICE de...

dun even go and try...

fries are expired not crispy at all...
fish burger, the fish inside (yucks) not even fresh...
after eating mac, with our stomach full again...
we went to try "bao today"
i ate the durian fritter... yummy!!!
and i flooded the bus with the smell~~
o... anyway, the lightings at night is very nice there...
yew...

mmm... and on17th sep' o7...
we went foR a badminton.
hey ya! hey yaa! excercise! excercise!
after recovering from sick,family and chan chan keep asking me to sweat OUt!!
lol...
so i agree for the badminton.
the we's are my chan chan and mee, xiaO fa, xiaO siang and xiaO ting^2
and we met a little new friend over there, should i say "friend" or...."stranger"?
lol... but anyway, its fun playin with them...

overall most of my outing with them nv failed making mii enjoy...
thx guys, and welcome xiaO ting^2 in joining our gang. haha...

oya... wanna tel sis tht, after knowing wat happen to ur bro.
i feel really shocked, worrying for him too.
and of cos for u, u must be tiring yourself
u gotta take care and have sufficient rest...
drink more water tOo...
remember~~

and and and....
to the bride and groom who is marrying today...
may you blessed with happiness ...
stay forever loving and lasting
and take good care of ur "little sweetie"

hmmm.. wonder how will "litttle sweetie" look?
xiaO fa say will look abit eurasian, wow.. haha...
maybe cos of his papa de ah moh looking...
i guess sOo... must be very good looking and oF cos
CHUBBY~~~!!!
hope i wil be havin the chance to see "little sweetie" somehow...

take care to all my friends and thx for visiting my bLoggie.

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smth to share~

_orchard_

_united sqUare_

_badminton_

_hk cafe_

tinG^1 and ting^2

just bathed out~

_sentosa_ uploading sOon~

tata~ signing oFf 3:24pm